Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Well. This one I can't not include here as it may be important. I can't even remember what it was that I was dreaming about, but I do know that I answered a door bell to a man with a hat. On opening the door he takes his hat off and holds it in that respectful manner that bad news bearers hold it all over the world. And the words to com out of his mouth are: "I am sorry, but we have just received word that your father has just died in a car accident". And it was for some unknown reason that I realised I was now in a dream, and that the hat man was some kind of messenger, or rather an 'outside character'.
Realising what had happened to my father, and realising that I was in a dream I started to shout out loud "I have to get out of here and help him!". But I couldnt get out of my body. This disturbed me so much that I woke up. On waking I had to read for some time before I could realx and my heartrate had gone down.
Really not a nice dream.
Saturday, December 27, 2003
Water
So there I am, in the swimming pool at school, when I suddenly notice that it's taking me longer than usual to reach the surface. The water in the pool is rising and rising, and I only just manage to make it to reception one floor up, to tell them about the problem. The water is visible now coming up the stairs, and the only solution is for one of us to dive down into the pool area and open a fire escape that leads to the river. I take the longest breath I can, and wake up. I find I am holding my breath.
Monday, December 22, 2003
War dreams, and their reason
I finally figured out why I have dreams of war. Well... every time I invite Ms Palm and her five friends over to stay, I have dreams of war. Always in a "shoot the opposition down" kind of way.
Now, dreams of war are supposed to represent parts of youself that you no longer wish to have. With the opposition being the areas of your personality that you want to get rid of. So if we extend this to my dreams, it becomes apparent that I wish to become a more spiritual person. So there.
Friday, December 19, 2003
Mix and match.
First dream I had I was cycling around town, unfortunately that is all I can remember. Second dream I had, I had an OBE (in a dream). I flew outside of the house and encountered three people. I managed to start communicating with one of them. And in the third dream, I was waiting for someone to arrive. the last time he came was two thousand years ago, and he wanted to check out the stage that humans were at.
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
A question of god.
Last night I dreamt I was in some kind of war. However, before that I was being interviewed by some woman about my beliefs. I said the following:
"I don't believe in any God, and the reason for this is that the evidence given is so little (i.e, the evidence given in the bible), that I find it hard to convinve myself that this is anything more than a glorified metaphor.
"And so it is with this , that I am driven to find a religion or philosophy that attempts to explain the afterlife, while at the same time there being supporting evidence to explain this fact".
I would like to add that on that last sentence my meaning was actually evidence that will satisfy myself. I am not attempting to satisfy anyone elses search for the truth, only my own.
Monday, December 01, 2003
Whales and Dolphins
Well last night was a dream that featured whales and dolphins. I was in some kind of lake, towards a shallow area. And there was a dolphin and a whale. When they came near me they would 'catch' me on a fin or on their tail, in such a way that either I was hanging on with my arms or my legs. I felt sometimes that the whale wanted to go deeper, or rather further out into the lake, but I always let myself fall off. After which I would be picked up by the dolphin.
This was a really nice dream, for the simple fact that there was nothing difficult about it. Just hang around till someone picks you up really. Nice.
Sunday, November 30, 2003
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
River races and whales.
Well, so there I am going down a river. I find that most of the time I am underwater. It's nice, even though I find that I must wear a wetsuit. As I go down the river I feel that I am in a natural current that takes me down the river faster. As I move down I see shellfish and whales and other sea life. And just as I pass the whales the river turns incredibly cold, And I try to find airholes so that I can get a fresh breath of air, but nothing. I manage to get up on top of one of the ice chunks and have a look around.
The dream happens again, but this time I don't manage to get ontop of the ice chunks. I wake up in a sweat.
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
In bed with Pamela
Nice freudian dream there. Was in bed with K, and I wanted to go to sleep, but she just would not shut up!!
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Girls and dying people.
So the dream begins in a loungy type place. I'm quite happy sitting there with Chris Je. And my attention is captured by this wonderful brunette that is currently speaking with Chris. I'm not jealous, however, I am enjoying just looking at her (not in a sleazy way, in a sort of she looks like a really nice person way). And all of a sudden, a girl appears directly in front of me. She really isn't that nice looking, and isn't really the type I go for. So I think to myself, "If this goes on I'll just end up hurting her", and as a result of this I tell her, no thanks, I would actually prefer to go out with her (pointing at the brunette). So she sits next to me and sulks a bit, after which I ask her questions to be polite. After a while, Chris and I leave, minus girls. We are walking along when suddenly we see three people lying on the floor. As we rush towards the closest, I yell to chris if he's ever done any first aid, to which he replies that he did 2 years of surgery. I tell him that I'm going for help. Which I do. It takes a long time, especially getting back, and isn't interesting. When myself and the medics get back I go to the person who is lying furthest away, and it turns out to be a really old man. He has an incredibly long, wise-man type, beard and one of those croaky voices.
The brunette from before is standing behind him. He keeps on asking for his pills, and I give him half of one, at the same time asking the brunette if I should give him more. "Theres nothing else we can do for him" she says. So I just sit there and hold his hand while he dies. Dream Ends.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
boats seas and deserts.
Dreamt that I was on a boat with a group of people. It was a speedboat, although we were using it to tow our posessions on a separate boaty type thing. As we look about, it is obvious to see that something has happened to the world. While we may be on what appears to be a sea, that covers the ground in monument valley, I get the sense that this is all thats left. As we go through the valley we see a couple of structures in the middle distance. They are houses and have been built into the rock, in such a way that the water reaches up to the base of the houses. We decide to go to one of the houses, and inside it we find two older women. We start talking about what is happening to the world.
The women talk about how water is becoming scarce and fruit is a highly sought after luxury. I aknowledge this as true and make a mental note, not to drink any of their fresh water. However, I do help myself to a peach. The guy I'm with and I decide to go outside again and have a search for whatever it is were searching for. As we go outside, we see that there is no water on the gound, so that the ground that was covered is now just desert.
Walking on the sand we spot what appears to be a path defined by the dirt that has been disturbed. We follow the route, and discover that there are diamonds on the path. However, beyond the path we see that there are many apes and we decide to turn back. Not because we are afraid of the apes, but rather because there's a hell of a lot of them, and they're headed our way. As we approach the house again, the apes are almost cutting off our path there, and we are forced to hit them, so that we can get back in. We manage to make it. Dream ends.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Girls. scorpions and mining.
3 dreams last night. I keep on finding recently that after each dream I wake up. The first one obviously didnt agree with me, seeing as I woke up in a sweat, urgh.
1) I am walking up some stairs and reach a top landing. The landing has two doors coming off it. One to the left of the stairs, which continues down a hall with doors to either side. And one to the right which goes straight into a room. As I walk striaight on to the table in the middle of the landing, something attracts my attention in the doorway to the left. It's a girl, and a boy (the girl about 11 and the boy prob 8). The girl tells me "For a long time have I been trying to get into your house". I feel that I have had this particular encounter with her quite a few times, and it feels like a redo. For this reason I try and keep my mind as quiet as possible, and suddenly I feel very aware. She tells me that there is something in one of the rooms, and she seems very afraid. I feel that I must concentrate so that I don't start becoming afraid also. She tells me that there is something under the bed in this room, and it is obvious that she is afraid of it. I hug her and tell her its ok that I am there. And that I cant see anything that would harm her. Theres just a couple of bags. she falls, and we are on the floor still hugging. However she keeps on pointing to this thing that is frightening her, still I dont see it, so I tell her. Dream Ends.
2). I am in some kind of a cave, with a kitten and we are being driven deeper and deeper by someone who wants us to feel fear and be hurt by it. Soon, we are in a cave with no exits except for the entrance through which we came. Behind some bars, is a giant scorpion, it comes out and I find myself having to defend myself with a (handy) rugby boot. The kitten has now turned into a baby, and is also trying to defend himself, by poking the giant scorpion (When I say giant I mean twice as big as my hand). I manage to keep hitting the scorpion on its tail and squishing it a bit more each time. At last it dies. Dream Ends.
3). I am mining something with someone else. Soon after, a monkey appears and tells us that I may go, however the other one must stay. So I find myself on an aeroplane. opposite a passenger who is trying to get a message to someone else. He is trying to rig up some kind of frowned upon device out of a couple of old machines. Can't remember the rest. Dream Ends.
Sunday, November 09, 2003
Bridges.
Dreams of destroying bridges, to prevent the 'enemy' from crossing to our side. In this dream the enemy are portrayed by WWII troops and I'm with the brits. There are various bridges to be destroyed. Each one uses a different method of destruction. Not because its necessary to destroy every single on in a different fashion, but rather becuase that's the only way that we have at our disposal. On one bridge, I'm shelling it with mortars. On another I'm dismantling it. On yet another, were turning it so that it lies across the bank of our side of the river. Interesting dream. There is a sense of urgency about the destruction, as if it were important that the enemy not get onto our side of the river.
Could this be an active 'divorcing' of a part of me I no longer want?
Thursday, November 06, 2003
Fighting Robots.
Dream starts with me fighting a whole bunch of people. They are on one side of the gate and me and the people I am fighting alongside are on the other side of the gate. I am not being succesful in shooting all the opponents, so I rush out and grab two of them and throw them down a big hole in the ground (handy that). This happens again and again. Until there is no one left except for this robot, and one other person. She is in another room and defending herself well. However it is impossible to know where the robot is, so I spend my time roaming around the place. And the result of this is that each time I check up on her, she is more injured, until she is nothing but a heart with two wires coming from it. And I hear "I've lost my heart! No!".
Soon I find myself fighting the robot in the same space in which her heart was sitting. He soon falls to bits, but even those parts keep coming. So I am left with an arm, on the end of which there is his brain still attached. I bash it over and over again on the table until I feel that it will most definitely never function again. I walk away.
I am walking into a big market place, and many people are dressed for halloween (I realise halloween has passed, but there you go). Suddenly I find myself carrying a huge bag of money/gold. I am carrying it all the way to the church, where the easter ritual (this is a spanish ritual, although I forget what its called) of carrying a saint around the town is about to take place. The aim of this is to hang the money from underneath the bier(?) to make it harder to carry. We start to carry the bier. Dream Ends.
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Meat and Restaurants.
So there I am.... I have just got off the airplane, and I'm on the way to customs. I am there with Pedro and were quite happily waiting in line for the MP (Spanish Military Police) to check my passport. As soon as I get there I hand him this chunk of meat that I've been hauling around and ask to get it changed into 25 Euros. He says that he doesnt do the changing, but hell go and se who does so he can get it changed. And so he disappears. Pedro and I are left waiting as are all the people behind us. The MP is taking a hell of a long time so after a while Pedro disappears. Of course not wanting to fall foul of the law, I stay there. I wait for ages, until I give up on the money and go through. Soon enough I find myself on the way to the Ritz in Madrid. I appear to be behind the scenes and when I emerge into a restaurant, I find that I am one of the waiters. It is explained to us that it's going to get quite busy really fast. And on that note the restaurant is suddenly full! I'm taking complaints from people about how the boeuf flambe is supposed to have the mint sauce underneath it and not around it. So I start taking all these things back into the kitchen. Where I find tons and tons of people. I pass the plate onto a girl in there and wanting to get a favour from her I automatically say "You look wonderful today!" and it is only as I am saying this that I realise she has only one eye. Right in the middle of her face. She looks at me then rolls her eye at me. And with that I tell her what the problem is and she fixes it. I soon leave with two plates in hand, and I seem to be having a problem keeping my thumbs out of the food. Dream Ends.
Monday, November 03, 2003
Disturbia revisited.
Really quite disturbing dream last night. But I'll start at the beginning as there were two.
1). I have gone into an office block, and I'm talking with the receptionist. She's nice and I forget now what we were talking about, this office building has featured before, and come to think of it I think the same woman also. I soon finish talking with a woman, when another woman turns up with two children, and were on our way down to the main entrance. I kept telling this other woman how nice it was to be speaking with someone else and having it feel so open. Anyways, we leave the building and I find the child that is with me saying this to the other child. "Do you want to go to Belgo's or maybe the Glasshouse, or maybe you want some chocolate ice creams" I look at the child without knowing what to say, because I know that their father recently died (In the dream, these are all fictional characters anyway) and these were his favourite things. Dream Ends.
2) I am with the same woman in a house. In the house are the two children and one other guy. He is being incredibly rude to the woman and children, and after a while I have had enough. "You!!! Out Here. Now." I say to this guy (We will call him James). "Look, I don't want to fight with you, but if it comes to that then fine." This I say knowing full well that I am prepared for anything. "I just want to know why it is that you are doing this?". He mumbles something and appears confused. There are two other guys here and they are on his side. Suddenly James stands up, looks at me, and we know we are going to fight. The next thing I know, James and I are on the floor, one of the guys is underneath me pushing me forward and the other one is on top of James pulling back. My arm is in front of James' throat and in an attempt to get my arm off James' throat, the guy behind him is pulling on it. Only making me strangle him more!! Suddenly blood comes out of James' mouth and I realize we are strangling him so I shout at everyone to stop. I tell the guy ontop of James to call an ambulance, and he disappears into the house. Suddenly James is no longer there, so we walk into the house to find the other guy, but he has disappeared also. I notice that I am bleeding from the mouth also, and try not to get it on the floor. Dream Ends.
Not the nicest of dreams, this one woke me up.
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
Flying in the sky.
Well last night I almost had some OBE's. But after that had happened I had a lucid dream! It involved dreaming that I was OOB. I would wave my hand infront of me, and I would see it but only faintly. I dreamt that I was going through walls, and every time I went through an outside wall I suddenly felt the cold air on my entire self. Really a great lucid dream. After this I would go flying in the sky towards the sunrise. Dream Ends.
Monday, October 06, 2003
Armies and Submarines
Well there were three dreams. Although I forgot the first one by the time I started writing this. The key words for the last two were Army and Submarine. These I remembered. The first keyword started with a D.
1). I am in a room preparing to go to bed. There are many other people there also getting ready. I move into a very large room where there are many campbeds set up. I try to go to sleep. But I suddenly find that there is someone trying to kiss me. I tell them that I don't want that from them. So I move to a different bed.
No sooner am I in bed than I have to wake up. Tiny bomblets are being thrown onto the building, but none of them are exploding. I soon find out that we are all soldiers and it is time to act.
2) I find myself ontop of a submarine with one other person. We are at the front and all the hatches are closed. We try knocking on the top hatch but it doesnt open. Suddenly the submarine starts going down. Suddenly I find it is changing direciton. And instead it is coming up. As the nose of the submarine surfaces, the torpedo tubes open, and I realise this is our way in. The other guy goes in infront of me. And I follow.
As we go down the tube there is a dogleg in it. He goes through fine, but I get stuck in it. Dream Ends.
P.s. Elena appeared in a couple of my dreams. Both times when I was peeing and I directed her away. Of course, I didnt want her looking at me peeing!!!
P.P.S. I've noticed that a couple of my dreams recently, have involved dungeons. Well... hers is the definition for it.
Dungeon
If you dream of being in a dungeon, after some struggle you will be able to overcome and surmount the obstacles in your life.
Sunday, October 05, 2003
Clay, chocolate and school teachers.
Last nights dreams were a bit of a departure from what I've been used to for a while. However recently all my dreams are a departure from that which I know. Right last night... I was dreaming that I was back at the dragon schoolin Oxford. And I was doing clay with our art teacher. I decided to make a chocolate cupcake and even had hundreds and thousands on them. After this I went to I think some kind of remembrance service where I saw an old housemaster Mr. Devitt. And thats it.
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Relaxation: week 1
Well well well.. Last night I started this relaxation exercise that was posted on www.outofbody.co.uk. Let me tell you what happened. So I started the exercise. And I'm about 3/4 of the way through, when the next thing I know, It's morning! Very good exercises. About the best I've ever done... I'll be continuing with the rest of the exercises throughout this week.
Saturday, September 27, 2003
Fantastically weird.
Well... I must say that last nights dream was certainly the weirdest.
I am getting ready to go swimming, as I have entered a swimming regata at school. Chris Jennions is there, and he is in the next lane, although we are competing together. Its a 50 Meter pool although we are only to swim from one end and only 50 meters, so there is a mark at the half way point to ensure that we turn back after 25 meters. So anyway, I finish my part of the race and head to the changing rooms. Once there I start getting dressed and head off with Chris to our next lesson. It turns out that our next lesson is with Professor Snape! We are told to take notes, and I complain that all we have are post it notes. 'It doesn't matter' he says. So we start writing on our post it notes. Suddenly I see that there is a brown cloud next to professor Snape, on his right, and one behind him next to the wall. Somehow the brown clouds affect him and he collapses to the floor, some of us rush up to him.
By the time I get to him there are already two people next to him, Fred and George Weasley. Seeing that he is still alive I ask them if its appropriate to give him some chocolate. They put a small chocolate train into his mouth. He revives. Hooray. As soon as Snape is back up and running he starts asking us what it was we saw. People start saying things like 'I saw a werewolf' (And at the same time you see it, as if on a projector). Snape gets to me and I start thinking. I tell him about the two brown clouds and he comes to shake my hand to congratulate me on being the only person there who sees what is actually there.
After much shaking of my hand he finally decides who it was that sent this hex on him. It was the charms master (You know 'Wingardian Leviosa'). Suddenly I find myself in a dungeon. The charms master is trapped in some kind of invisible cage, and Snape is interrogating him. After a while the charms master manages to escape. But the resulting fight between them opens a rift in space/time (for want of a better explanation). As we fall through this hole. I see them change shapes. Animals mostly. And suddenly we arrive somewhere else. Neither of the profesors are there.
The view around me is pink, and there are many lilo's small and huge alike (on these lilo's are many balls), floating on what appears to be water. I am holding some kind of small marble. It is very important and I must not lose it. I drop it in the water by mistake and I paddles after it. I'm glad it floats.I look down into the water and I can see the ground, about 200 meters away! The water is crystal clear and it is obvious that the water stops about 100meters before the ground. I found that the easiest way to get around is to bounce off one lilo onto the next (There appears to be reduced gravity). After this it get a bit hazy, but there is a restaurant I keep visiting among these lilo's which keeps shrinking after my last visit. Although the proprietors always stay the same size relative to the restaurant. The last dish they offer me is chicken with Jalapenos. I don't eat it. Dream Ends.
Thursday, September 25, 2003
Fighting, flying, hating and working
Four Dreams last night... God I slept so well it was unbelievable.
1)Dreamt I was in a castle, I was defending it against invaders with other people. As we ran up some curved stairs we all waited on the other side of the door at the top of the stairs. One of the other guys in our group was missing a sword, so I gave him one of ours. As soon as the enemies came in we stabbed them. But the strange thing was that I remember thinking..."They don't seem to be very solid. Sure I can hear our swords hitting each other but it doesn't sound right". Dream Ends.
2)I dream that K is in the bed beside me. This is a very solid dream. I am so irritated that she suddenly turned up that I turn away to the edge of the bed. I soon wake up and find that I am indeed on the edge of the bed. K, if you're reading this... I'm sorry. It is how I feel.
3)The third dream. I am on the ground, and viewing people trying to take turns on a parapent. The girl who is in charge is really doing well, as all the people keep on falling out of the harness. Suddenly I find myself In the parapent flying about 100ft off the ground. She says that we will go a bit higher. So she zooms down to the ground, and on the upswing we are a little higher. Each time she does this we go higher still, and each time we raze the ground. The view that I have is breathtaking, and I keep on saying "This is *intake of breath* Beautiful". I focus on her, and I find that she is one of the most wonderful people I have ever encountered. I see her naked, and I keep on wanting to touch her or ask about her boyfriend. However I don't, I am just happy to enjoy the moment. All the time she is talking to me about someone else. But I am not listening. this girl was definitely not K.
4)I am in an office building. I could even tell you which one. It is on the north side of tower bridge in london. There is a University building in Minories Street and the office building is just opposite that. So I enter the building, and I go into the lift up a couple of floors. Possibly four floors. There I go to a particular cubicle. I think it might have been to the right of the lifts. There are two copmuter terminals, and I sit at the right hand one. Although there is something on the left hand computer that I want to see. There is writing on the screen, but I don't read it, as there is a girl approaching and this is her terminal. She reminds me of Nicole Kidman. I think we talk and then we leave.
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
Dreams within Dreams ... Kept on dreaming of waking up in a room with some people from school...When I went to sleep within the dream, it was into a dungeon setting. Where we were trying to trap some kind of demon or creature. I don't know if he was evil. Just that we were concerned that he might get out.
Sunday, September 21, 2003
Dreamt last night I was in a hospital with my brother. We were waiting around the reception, I don't think that we were there for any particular reason. Anyway, so after a while I decide to get my bike, and bring it into the hospital. Walking it in I manage to fall over it, and as I fall over it I manage to do a prachute roll over it. Making a brilliant comeback. I'm sure there's more, but the dream ends there.
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Even though this felt like an OOB, I'm gonna put it as a dream. The reason will be explained later on.
So I'm dreaming that I'm having an OOB. So I go downstairs to see if Julian and Chrystalla are up. They are asleep. Julian is on the left hand side of the bed and Chrystalla on the Left. I decide to see if I can wake julian up by stomping on his head (Remember I think I'm having an OOB), nothing happens. Then I go to chrystalla and for some reason known only to my subconscious I decide to lull her to sleep a bit more. Dream Ends.
Now the reason I think this was a dream was that I didn't experience any vibrations or normal exit conditions.
Thursday, September 04, 2003
Dreamt that I was watching TV with my brother. The only thing that was on the tv were scenes of landslides being triggered by falling shells. People get trapped and need help. There is footage of one boy managing to rebound off a branch onto a cliff ledge and catching a dog or animal of some kind.
On a slightly different note. I heard voices as I woke up. The first sentence I can remember but the rest went on a bit, even though it was about other people:
"On the 53rd day Bush will be replaced by..."
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
This was thursdays dream, I just remembered it.
I am on an aeroplane with a whole bunch of people including K. She is sitting next to me. I am on the aisle of the plane so I am able to see out of the cockpit windows. Suddenly we experience some turbulence. The plane is flipped onto its nose, and as a result everyone starts to panic. I panic a bit, but then I realise that all these people need just one person to be calm, and they might be ok too. So I turn to the person closest to me (K). And tell her everything is ok, just relax. But she's not paying attention to me, she is too focused on the situation and remains panicky as the plane falls. Soon I find that we are on the ground. Everyone is ok. My point of view switches to objective. Everyone is out of the plane. And there is a tractor there, it seems to be pulling a trailer full of the people who were on the plane. I look again, and it is pulling the broken plane itself. Dream Ends.
Dreamt I was swimming in the sea with some people. I was using a technique where you swim alongside someone to go faster, we were also using canoe paddles. So we were going pretty fast. Once we swam across a small stretch of ocean, we arrived at a type of cave. Inside it wasn't amazing, it was after all, a cave. Exiting from this cave we had to go under a piece of rock. However as I was leaving a large wave approached and forced me to the rock, and on the underside of this rock was a series of stalactites. Having succesfully navigated the rocks I asked why they didn't tell me of these stalactites. Dream Ends.
There was something about riding within a helicopter, within a helicopter also.
Friday, August 29, 2003
Dreamt I was in a big ornate room. A rather posh and dressed up fellow kills another man, after a swordfight with me. Then there is a joke made about a set of paintings called the 8 caque's. However the posh fellow iterates that maybe the name should be changed as the recent military term for a bucket used for human waste is a cak.
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Two dreams, although both of them involved a ship or submarine. I'll only recount the one that I remember.
1). I am in the mess hall of the submarine. I find the fear of being underneath so much water frightening, but I console myself in the knowledge that if I die, I die, and that there are worse and more painful ways than drowning. The submarine's higest ranking crew are serving dinner, and so I go along the line to get my dinner. The first person to serve me is the No. 2. Because I asked for a little more I get punished. The way of getting punished is him giving me his hat to carry, this lets everyone know that i have been punished. So I return to the table where the food is being served. And in serving myself some rice, I manage to accidentaly tip some into his wine glass. Hoping he hasn't seen I continue down the line. However after a minute or so he notices the rice and calls me over. With a gleeful look in his eye he tells me to go to the ladies toilets with his hat. Once I enter the toilets it is apparent that there are lots of guys in there. Seeing that I have the second in command's hat they start spitting at me, and pinning hair pins to me. I let them do this as I am aware that at some point it will finish. Soon after I start letting them, I become aware that something is happening to me. I am becoming more aware, the feeling that I receive is that similar to entering a trance state. Dream Ends.
Sunday, August 17, 2003
I know that there were many more dreams last night, but I can remember only two.
1) I was in a race, on the racetrack. There were five other runners as well as me. The track was ovoid and there was a crowd watching. However it was not completely ovoid. At one end it was very sharp, this caused you to lean into the corner significantly. After some laps I managed to get up to fourth place. The only problem was that at the thirtieth(last) lap, I was motioned by a regulator of the race to leave the track along with everyone else. This was to go into a hut to get our final scores. However I ran an extra lap, as I felt that I had missed one lap out, and I felt that I would come last. I waited at the hut, and I felt that it didn't matter what position I came, I had a good time finding my new limits.
2) I am next to the sea. I am there with my sister. And there is a type of floating pontoon that goes out into the sea. I walk out onto the pontoon and I see many many dolphins in the water, wanting to touch one, I lay down on the pontoon and a dolphin appears on the other side, at my feet. He only comes up when I put my head down at this end. So when I put my head down, I rub my feet on his chin. It doesn't occur to me to turn around. I feel that I am not getting anywhere with these dolphins so I return to the shore. There still waiting is my sister. I tell her that she should have a go. She hands me her mobile and tells me to get her back if her boss rings. She tentatively tries the pontoon. Dream Ends.
3) There was another dream which included my granfather and some huge python.
Friday, August 15, 2003
Dreamt I was in a hospital, helping a girl who wanted to take some pills. Her sister was there with her. The story was very involved and I was trying to argue with her wether this was a good idea or not. She seemed to be giving up inside, even though she didn't show it. Wandering around a bit more, I found a doctor who asked me to follow him. He seemed to be in bad shape, and wanted me to go with him to another hospital. He was to receive treatment from this other hospital and he was very adamant about me being there. Sensing my reluctance to go (I just didn't understand why I needed to be there), he said to me 'You WILL be there'. Dream Ends. Man was my bladder hurting this morning.
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
Sunday, August 10, 2003
Dreams of war again. Apparently war and fighting is supposed to indicate a clash of personality traits. The only thing that I can think of that it is, is the following:
Earlier on today I thought, no I don't want to think about sex. I would rather think more about buddhism and the role it plays in my life. But sex won. I think that these are the two facets of me that are fighting to gain control. I shall look at the dreams of the next few night carefully.
Friday, August 01, 2003
Uh three dreams... Although I'll need to remember them.
1) I dream that I am a *cowboy* trying to round up a horse that someone lost. I have my hat on. And the adventures are cool. We find the horse we lose the horse. Evntually we find it. But I decide that I want to become a monk so I shave my hair off. Dream Ends.
2) I find that Im having a strange time crapping everywhere... Again!!! This happened the other night also. Dream Ends.
3) I am in a boat pursuing a submarine. The submarine is actually a friend, but they don't realise it and so they try to run away from us. At one point they fire at us and cause some damage to the right (port?) side of the ship. Dream Ends.
Thursday, July 31, 2003
Three dreams last night.
1) I dream taht I am travelling. I manage to reach a station, but I miss the train. So I am forced to hang around for two hours to get the next train. At this point I manage to get to the airport on time and I board the plane that I'm due to go on. The plane is only a small prop plane, a 14 seater. I find that I am able to look through the pilots windscreen if I lean into the corridor a bit. Ahead of us I can see a huge cloud formation, and I mean huge, bigger than a supercell. It stretches from the ground to the sky and it looks mean and black. We are currently flying over some other clouds which are about halfway up on this big formation and also miles away. Suddenly the clouds we are flying over drop off. And the plane starts falling. I realise what is happening and prepare myself for death, there is no fear. Although a person right at the back of the plane starts shouting "Dive, dive! Get us out of the dive". The shouting doesn't stop till he runs out of breath. I see that we are nearing the ground and make myself ready. The pilot manages to strighten out the plane, he needs to fly underneath an overpass and suddenly crash land onto the airport, but we make it. Dream Ends.
2) I am in some kind of village, and we keep on getting overrun by these aboriginals. I am a sniper and I kill as many as I can. However when I come into close contact with one of them, I hand him my sniper rifle and make him point it at me. Because I feel that it is only just. Dream Ends.
3) I am in some kind of courtyard where there are many marriage ceremonies going on. There is one woman whom I know and she omes up with her husband, she is looking amazing and it is a special day for her. They climb into the fountain have their photos taken and then they leave. Into the fountain rollerblades a boy, photos are taken and he leaves, stands by the side so he may see any other people. A girl also rollerblades into the pool, although she is having difficulty. It transpires that her brother took the better rollerblades and she was left with the heavy ones. Soon after another woman appears with her husband and they step into the fountain. It turns out that the two women are related. The first one blames the second one for coming and stealing the show with a glitzier and more expensive dress, even though she was told this was woman number ones special day. The argument continues and for some reason Frasier is there expounding his outrage that such a thing should happen. Dream Ends.
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
Right... Last night I dream that I am on holiday with my mother, I am in a wheelchair. The reason for this is that I have just had surgery. The surgery was so extensive that I am able to open my chest, and see all my organs. When I am in the shower I wash my insides as well (ur yuk). I look at my insides and notice that my heart is wired up, and some of the wiring looks faulty. After leaving the shower I go to my mother who does a on the spot job of wiring my heart up again. I go down to the swimming pool in the hotel, in my wheelchair. Next thing I know I am in a room with Nick Nixey (Old friend from school). And that my chest is still openable. I see that outside the room is Tessa (A Matron at school from a long time ago). I go outside to see her and to get her to wire me up properly, which she does. Attached to my heart is some kind of toy engine. While she fixes it she says that my heart will stop briefly. She winds it on causing my heart to stop for a bit. Dream Ends.
P.S. I swear that halfway through the night I also woke up and my heart was beating the fastest it has ever beaten.
Saturday, July 26, 2003
Ok last night. I dreamt I was in a flat (my flat even though I don't have one). And there are arguments outside, so I walk outside to find a whole bunch of people just arguing in the coridoor(sp?). They're all seated around a table so I go and join them. Everyone is arguing. After managing to get everyone to be quiet (This took some time) I told them that there is no reason to be angry. This was because there was either misinterpretation when they first got talking. I ask the group, who was the first person to get angry. They point to two guys. It turns out that the first guy did a painting of the second guy. Number two is angry as it didn't turn out right. Nmber one then explains what he was trying to capture in the painting. Number two is suddenly very happy.
All of a sudden a black guy turns up and he has precognitive abilities, and he 'sends' me the precog he got. I accompany him to a door down the corridor and find out he is right, altough there was never any doubt about his abilities. I return to the table where everyone is happy except these two women. They walk off, and almost immediately they are replaced by two smaller versions (presumably daughters). One of the daughters is wearing a witches hat and the other a top hat. I am asked to follow the black guy. And as I leave the table I kiss the girls on the forehead and thank them for coming in place of the women. following the black guy theres a big follow on dream about being in submarines and more submarines, although I don't remember it.
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
Right... two very interesting dreams last night.
1)I am in a field taking photographs of my sister and her husband. After a few photos I notice that there is an object appearing just as I take the photo. After were done taking photos I tell them about this, I say that I swear it was a UFO. They don't believe me. When the photos are developed I'm so excited that I try to show them the photos immediately. I point out the ones where there are objects behind them. And they look, as they look they find out that the objects are actually model helicopters. They drive off. Suddenly I find a second series of photos that I hadn't seen before. And in them can plainly be seen Alien Spaceships (Seeing as they are no longer classified as UFO's). And in another couple of photos, the aliens themselves!!
I am back at home, with my family, which seems to be a half converted barn. Half the barn is our house and the other half is still barn. Suddenly the barn is filled with two layers of clouds. Although we can only see the bottom part of the lower layer. The animals are going nuts. A light then appears behind this lower layer of clouds illuminating them. The clouds are coloured blue. Halfway down the barn two coumns of cloud have come down. Two of my family walk towards them and get sucked up. Following on, me and another member of the family go towards the columns. We too get sucked up. Above this layer of clouds we can see the Starship, and above it is a yellow layer of clouds. The person that rose on the other column suddenly dissapears, and I follow on. I suddenly find myself in a room with all the members of my family. Only this time we look like aliens. I get excited at this and start saying 'Were going home... yay!!!'.
Dream Ends.
2) I am on a ship (A normal ship this time). It sinks, we evacuate. Suddenly it's ok, so we board again. And one last time we get evacuated. On evacuation the second in command comes up to me and starts talking. I tell him that hes going to get abducted by aliens and not to go. They go instead.
Sunday, July 20, 2003
Just had a nap this morning. as I said... still recovering from jetlag.
Now this dream was horrible as I actually have epilepsy. I am going to a pub with Chris, Pedro and one other person. We get out of the car. The next thing I remember is waking up in bed. I'm finding basic motor functions difficult and the left side of my face is difficult to use (I was sleeping on the left side of my face). Walking is difficult. Going down stairs is difficult. I manage to get to the pub again and everyone explains what happened to me. At first they didnt know what was happening. My speech had slowed down, and the people serving me had difficulty understanding, from that point on I don't remember. Again I awake to find myself in my bed. Again I go down to the pub, and keep asking about what happened. More is explained. I wake up in my bed again. This time I ring chris, he explains although I find it difficult to understand him speaking. My left ear seems to be going deaf. I wake up... this time for real. When I wake up it feels as is the right hand side of my brain is fizzing, this feeling continues for some 10 seconds.
I think this can be counted as the second worst dream I have ever had. I have never really thought that my epilepsy would bring me this, even though it might. I don't know how this dream should be interpreted.
Saturday, July 19, 2003
Last night, I had a dream about being in a swordfight at my old school. I managed to get two or three other people, but then I was hit and it hurt.
The night before last, I dreamt I was talking with a rather small guy, I realised I was dreaming, and I said to him "It all comes from the inside doesnt it.." and he said yes it does.
Too tired to post anyhting else... suffering from jetlag.
Friday, July 11, 2003
Last night was very interesting. It consisted of one dream, although subject matter varied, and for the purposes of discrimination I will divide the dream up into dream 1 and 2.
1). I am overlooking a canyon, there is nothing amazing about it, it is only a canyon. The ledge I am on contains a lot of sand. I am there with one other person and he is telling me where the 'entries' to the other dimensions are. If I stand over there I go into one dimension over here another one. In total there are five places I can stand to move into the separate dimensions. I move to the fifth place. I look up. There infront of me there is exactly the same canyon, only this time it is populated. There are many houses down below. There is someone next to me and he says that we need to get rid of the people in the canyon. I complain and say no, but I soon see that there is a huge weapon that has just been detonated in the center of the city. It burns up the center of the city, and the view I have is spectacular. The houses in the suburbs are not burnt up.
My point of view centers on some of the houses in the suburbs. Suddenly one of them gets up. It turns out that these houses are like robots. I think that they are sentient, although people can live in them. When lying down and being 'houses' they look like a large flat circle slightly overlapped by a smaller circle. The arms and legs spread out on the ground to anchor it.
Point of View changes again. I am inside one of the houses with my entire family. Although my mother was not there. Sara and my Father are having an argument about something. I go over to Julian and Kiki and tell them what's happening. We all find it amusing. All the time we can see outside the house. Although it is clear that we are prisoners not only in this house, but in this dimension.
Dream Ends.
2) Chris, Pedro and I are walking down Tottenham Court Road, I am wanting to go into Harmonies, but Pedro flatly refuses, so we don't go in.
I can't remember how the dreams connect or how the second one continues, but if I remember I will be sure to write it down.
Thursday, July 10, 2003
For the past couple of nights, I have had dreams about being in cars and getting out because the driver was an idiot, or being run over by a car by mistake (this while trying to start a snow avalanche). The one where I got out because the driver was an idiot also had a plane I missed, this was because of the idiot. I wonder why I'm suddenly getting lots of imagery that esentially means direction in life and wasting it, or rejecting it. Hmmm.
Oh, and last night I dreamt of Norah Jones. It was very cool. And the past few night also have contained imagery of the local area that I'm staying in. I am travelling around australia at the moment, and wherever I am I have dreams that relate to the area I'm staying in. Is this just dreams, or OOB's in disguise. Yet again, hmmmm.
Saturday, June 21, 2003
Dreams about being on a beach with a group of people. I had to help a couple of invalids go down some stairs to go to the toilet. The beach was actually an island, which was part of a group of islands. I can't remember if we were afraid of a storm or tsunami, but there was a sense of foreboding. When I went downstairs to check on one of the invalids, I saw that there was a room with much hastily repaired wiring. The wiring was all over the place, it criss crossed the room, and it was posisble to see the electrical tape that had been used to keep the wires together. While I was there I felt there was a hum, as of overloading electrical systems, coming from a vent. I put my hand up to this vent, and as I touched it, the wiring exploded. I was afraid that a fire might start, but none did. I went to the toilet to help the invalid back to the beach.
Dream Ends.
Friday, June 20, 2003
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
Possible oob or dream last night.
Woke up in the middle of the night and I realised I was quite loose from my body. So I thought to move up, and I moved up. I was now a foot above my body. I decided to get out of my room before it turned into a dream state. I went to one of the walls and put my arms through. No problem. so I went through the wall, to see a beautiful beach. I was flying around having fun, going into the water and coming back out again. Breathing underwater too. I tried going further out into the ocean and diving really deep there. I tried going deep, but I felt fear of the unknown. So I returned to land. Once on land it no longer was a lucid dream. I was in a car with someone. And he was showing me around some islands. After showing me some cool places he took me to his home. Once there I started killing everyone there, with a shotgun or with a pool cue, anythign that was to hand. Anyway, after much killing I stopped and the remaining three listened to me. I can't remember what I said, but they offered to kill me, because they knew I could not live on. I said no. They even gave me a pill to have which would kill me also. I said no, I felt that there was something I had to do which I hadn't done yet. Dream Ends.
Saturday, June 14, 2003
Very cool dreams last night. I dreamt that I was sliding down holes in a huge glacier, and that it was great fun. I was sliding down with a couple of other people. But ultimately I just started sliding on my own. I was having great fun. Once I had finished sliding down the holes in the glacier, I decided to go skiiing instead. I saw that there was a race, so I joined, and I was doing very well, I was even doing railslides and various small tricks. And sometimes duing the race, people would try and make me fall over so that I would lose places. But in the end I came first, although when I was arriving at the finish gate I managed to take the wrong corridor into the finish and several people got infront of me. Dream Ends.
Thursday, June 12, 2003
These are some dreams from a couple of nights ago... I dont remember exactly when though. Possibly before my last entry also.
Three very distinct freams last night.
1) I dreamt that I was on an aeoplane. I had been doing something before I got on the plane, but I don't remember. Anyway, so I was on the plane. And I was talking with somene and when we were told to disembark we were also told that we needed to show our passports and tickets. So I took my bag and reached for my passport. I could see it and the ticket right there. However no matter how hard I tried I could not pick it up. After a while the man spoke to me from the far end of the plane. "Monsieur!". "Oui oui" I said. And that was that.
2) I was next to a river with my parents, we were trying to escape something. Or there was purpose to crossing the river. I saw that this was going to be very difficult to accomplish. The reason for this was that the river on our side developed a wave that ran the length of the river (When I say wave I mean an entire wave not the bottom part only or the top part only), and on the other side of the river was a huge crest of water that reached very high. I thought to myself that for the crest to be that high and stay there for so long there must be strong gravity here and weak gravity further up. I decided that we had to cross the river and that we had to time our jump into the water very carefully so that we would miss both waves as we crossed.
3) I am in some kind of arena. However instead of there being just sand there, there is a very deep lake. And I must cross it to get to the other side. I look into the lake and see that it is very deep and filled with giant squid and whales. Attempting to cross, I am afraid that one of the squid will get me. So on my way out I drop two containers that will lure the squid to them. They work. So I start to swim for the other side. But for some reason I end up turning back. When I turn back I find that there are people chasing me. After a short period of chasing I realise that I am in a dream. And just at that moment someone bursts in to my hiding place, I look at him and say "You don't exist". At that moment he stands up straight and walks away. I soon see that there are many people walking past me in the same direction. These are all people that are part of the dream, and they are going back to wherever they came from. I feel a little disconected, as if I am about to have an OBE and I realise this also. So now I see the lake. And instead I walk around it. I begin to see that on the other side of the lake there is some kind of drinking station that many people are queuing up for. So I go over, I am walking with someone, I think she is female and she is no one I have met whilst awake. I still know I am dreaming at this stage, but instead of the dream dreaming me, I am dreaming the dream. Every so often I find my mouth full of chewing gum so I spit it out. On approaching the station with my new friend I take a drink from one side and she takes a drink from the other side. The drink is yellow and bubbly. "Looks like beer but doesnt taste like it" I think. So the tasting over, my friend has gone and I go back to the other side of the lake. Whilst half way accross, I realise that I left somethign behind. There is another form of machine like an ATM, and there is a woman there she is taking somethign from it. However I see that I left my 'Judge Dredd' comic there. So I go up behind her and grab my comic. She runs off fearing I am attacking her. And I begin to cross the lake again. Dream Ends.
Wednesday, June 11, 2003
Not the nicest of dreams.
1) I was in a train station trying to get somewhere. And it was half an hour before the next train was to come along. So I waited and waited, and I saw a train arrive and leave, and thinking that this might have been my train I go up to the counter and ask when the next train is, it turns out to be ten hours from now. So I just stand around and wait and be a bit angry with myself.
2) I am on a ship, and I am listening to the thrum of the engies, when suddenly the thrum changes pitch. So I head downstairs to the bottom most part of the ship, and I find it is flooded full of water. Deciding that there is nothing I can do I go upstairs to the 4th floor where all the liferafts are. There is a boy that needs help, so I tell him to get into one of the liferafts and then get in myself, and I zip it up. Then I push us off the sinking ship and it is only then that I realise we are sinking. There is nothing I can do to save myself so I push the boy up as far as I can so he can reach another lifeboat while I drown.
The next thing I know I am on the boat again and I get into another lifeboat with two other people. There seems to be a construction in the sea so we swim towards it. There are people living there. We climb on board and are greeted. I ask if it is possible to stay a couple of days, or at least until ships arrive to rescue us. The leader says yes. And then one of his crew suddenly shoots one of the survivors. Dream Ends.
Friday, June 06, 2003
Dreamt I was in the garden of a house. This house was in the middle of the countryside. Seemed a bit barren. Almost like a desert tundra. Anyway so Im outside, and the entire garden is completely filled with snakes. There are large ones and small ones, and they are everywhere. I felt that it was important to get rid of these snakes, even though I didn't perceive them as a great threat. I didn't attempt to get rid of the snakes. There was someone else there who is known to me, but I can't remember who it was. Anyway, so this other person started getting rid of the snakes. After a while we walked around the garden and I kept on pointing out the holes where the snakes lived. I don't know whether I was pointing to the holes saying that they were down the holes or we neede to get rid of the hoels or what.
There is a problem with this dream as snakes are interpreted as so many different things. However something which all cultures seem to place importance on is the person that I was in in the dream, which I can't remember.
Of all the different meaning I like the 'time of renewal' . However looking at the dream I don't think that this is the case.
Sunday, June 01, 2003
Yet another flying dream. This time I'm on a concorde with a schoolfriend of mine. A guy called chris jennions. And I dream that we are flying to some destination, although I dont know where. And we landed fine. Can't remember the rest.
Friday, May 30, 2003
Dreamt about being in my house, and the back door was faulty. So we had to take it off and replace it with a new one. I asked my brother for a flathead screwdriver seeing as the screws that were holding there door in place needed a flathead. As soon as we undid the screws the door flew off into the house. Putting on the new door was difficult and I think that we gave up in the end. Thinking that we needed something I went up to the roof to fetch my bicycle (The house was on a hill so the door was on the downslope and the top of the house was on the flat). Getting onto the top I see that the actual tire off the front wheel of my bike has been taken off. I see that there are a couple of kids on their own bikes riding around. And they have some spare tires... hmm I think to myself. So I go to them and ask about the spare tire... As soon as I mention that they scatter, or rather start running around me, playing games. So I try to catch one. In the end I do, and feeling threatened he gives me a bear hug but this has no effect on me, so I give him a bear hug back. And hes not enjoying it. So he gives in. Once were up he gives me my tire. I say to them well done. At least they gave me back my tire and I ask the name of the guy I gave a bear hug to. Peter he says.They walk off in a huff and I tell them I'll see them later.
Saturday, May 17, 2003
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
Ah. A wonderful dream last night. I was underwater with some breathing apartus, and I was working with a bunch of people on something. Seeing as there was very little light we would use a clock on the wall to tell what time of the day it was. Obviously it was a twenty four hour clock. The compartment at the bottom of the sea was very small and many people were working from it. I kept on leaving it and going back in, although I don't think I was doing much except for something with crabs and sharks. On one of the excursions I started helping one of the crabs with a shark. At this point one of my fellow divers came up to me and told me the crabs needed help with the sharks so they could catch humans, not so they could be more efficient hunters in the sea. The shark started coming for me so I retreated to the compartment. As I arrived, everyone wanted to go outside for a group photo. I thought this wasn't a good idea as the crabs and sharks might get us. Everyone started leaving as I was attempting to find my oxygen bottle. Suddenly Ed appeared behind me and I reacted accordingly frightened (Rolling around the floor shouting silly things). I gave him his bottle of oxygen and went to find mine. As I was about to leave the compartment the dream ended.
Monday, May 12, 2003
I dreamt last night that I was being taught how to parachute. but I never went on a tandem jump. I was always on my own but with an instructor close by. There were two instructors a girl and a guy. And it was the girl who was teaching me. We did a couple of attempts and it was all fine. After this I dreamt that I had gone on a trip with my brother and his wife. On being at the bottom of a couple of cliff faces I felt that I would be able to go to the top. So I jumped and my parachute opened. Due to a huge updraft I went up and up. Until I was really high up. The winds were strong and controlling the parachute became difficult. When I got very high I saw that there was a light fitting and a building close by. It was as if the light fitting replaced the sun. Only the light fitting was probably only one of many. I pulled on my cords so that I could fall a bit faster as I was too high up. I was afraid I would have a lack of oxygen. And then I began to fall really really fast. After a while I landed on the ground close to my brother and his wife.
dream ends.
- Parachute
- To dream that you are floating down in a parachute signifies that you have protection and security during a time in which turmoil surrounds you. If you dream that your parachute doesn't open, you feel you've been deserted by one who was supposed to take care of you.
Dreamt that my mother shaved my head. I wasnt too pleased with it. And that my father was wearing my jumper. Strange. very Strange. I also dreamt that I was trying to take over an enemy submarine, but the captain scuttled it before I could gain control. He was singing some song before the sub went under.
Saturday, May 03, 2003
Last night I dreamt that I was skiing. I was skiing on the same mountain as my parents. But I never really saw them. As I skiied down the mountain I kept on going over jumps. I would do backfilps and 360's. There were no complex tricks, except for the backscratcher iron cross which I know I can do.
After a while I saw Sigourney Weaver accompanying me down the mountain. she was telling me something. It could have been about the jumps or my parents. But I was more interested in doing many jumps. That is the life I would like to live. SkiBum.
Monday, April 28, 2003
Two dreams that were connected, although had very different content.
I dreamt that I was with a group of people walking along a canyon base. We were walking around a sharp corner when we realised we were being followed. And that the only way we would stop being followed is if we set a trap for the followee's. Well, there was only one tree that we could be making a trap out of. So we took out a vertical section of the tree so that it looked like a fork with two prongs, and from this middle section we made a kind of scoop. This second section would rest in the fork of the first and act as a catapult, so that we could throw rocks a large distance. Now my view changes from down below to above, and I find that I am a dragon watching these humans. I fly arond and do aerial stunts. I'm having great fun. But after a while I get closer to the humans. My view changes again, I am one of the humans, and I am right next to the catapult. The dragon descends and places a mighty foot on one end of the catapult hurling the rock that was in the cradle. I move off and leave the dragon. I am still with my group of people.
I find a hole that looks too regular, so I go into it coaxing all the other members to go in, we all go in and find ourselves in a highly regular room. Everything is straght edges and flat surfaces. I carry on deeper into this hole. Everything is very tight, and I am taken through a series of ninety degree angles. This goes on until I come out onto a precipice. There is some kind of data interface. I pick it up and realise that the reason we humans are so different from everything else is because when Amelia Earhart came through here, she pressed the wrong button. The interface shows various different animals and is used as a test by a higher power. She pressed the apes button as she thought that we were descended from apes. Having seen this I go back into the hole and find that I am now in a maze, which is about a foot high and the blocks move around so that I have to move the blocks to find the way out. After various turns I come to an exit which is blocked up. I put my hand through this exit and emerge onto the banks of the thames. I don't find the passing people important, all I want to know is where the rest of this puzzle is, where the next hole is. So I wonder along to my right and find myself in Tooley Street. There is a restaurant and various eateries. I return outside to find my old hole as I find it nicer there than with all these people. Dream Ends.
The definition for dragon seems to be one of fear and loathing. However I like dragons, so I feel that this for me was just a way of spreading my wings so to speak and have a little fun. The hole... I guess the same as the cave dream. Although I feel that there was more importance on the decision that Amelia Earhart made.
- Cave
- Dreams of caves signify self-awareness and creativity.
Sunday, April 27, 2003
This is strange. I figured out last night that sometimes my dreams are objective and sometimes they are subjective. I wonder what it is that my subconsious is trying to teach me. A good example lies in the following dreams.
1). I make my way to school, and on leaving the house I take and empty folder. After a train ride and a taxi ride I find myself at the Dragon School. And on arrival I realise that I have none of the work that I need. Looking back for the taxi I metally kick myself for not having thought of this work earlier, as its very important. Running around the school I try and find a way out. As I see more and more of the school, I discover that there is a way home, and that is skiing. But there is a strange way of doing it, and many people seem to be doing it. First one must ski down to the bottom of a small hill, and then up to the top of this hill where you are given a sticker. I am happy on realising that there is a way home. As I join the back of the queue I remember how difficult it is to ski up a hill. But nevertheless I make my way up slowly. Infront of me there is a very tiny person trying ot go up as well. And because he is in front of me I end up pushing him. At first I think that he could do it on his own but realise that he would need the help. So I let him lean against my boot and I push him up. It is not long after this that I notice someone behind me is pushing. I don't give this any further thought and continue up the hill. Once I reach the top of the hill I see that there is a bit of a bottle neck, so I stray from the marked path and rejoin it a bit further up. I rejoin near the end and the judges say how I left the path. I tell them that I don't mind if I dont get a sticker, but that I was sure the guy on my boot did. They gave both of us a sticker. Dream Ends.
2) I have a view of the inside of the Voyager. Seven of nine and The Doctor are there. There is a battle going on, as hostile beings have started attacking the crew. Seven os nine is warned of a hostile in her area and she moves of to intercept it. It is huge, but she has had modifications done which alloow her to carry weapons.
The Doctor meanwhile is accosted by a being pretending to be his wife, while he is trying to fix something. The wife smothers him and tries to get inside him. But he manages to disoldge himself from her and starts bashing her over one of the consoles. As he bashes her entire body it is possible to see that her body bends as if it were putty around the console. He tries chopping her head off, but nothing. Dream Ends.
Saturday, April 26, 2003
Gosh... havent dreamed like this in some time.
I think that the first dream I had might have been part OBE, so I'll post this first part in OBE as well.
No vibrations. I suddenly find myself above my own body. Knowing that Im OBE I think to myself 'move upwards' and I do. I go through the ceiling. At this point things start losing it. Although I float over fields and houses, I find myself at a school somewhere and I'm trying to get everyone to notice me. No luck. Then I descend into good old dreamworld. I am trying to get to Germany, I don't know why, but it is necessary for me to go. Once there I find myself playing football with Stavro and some other people. Nearing the end of the match, I tell Stavro that we must go as I have missed my plane. He says its ok that theres no problem. And I tell him that there is. Anyway, so we drive off and end up at someone's wedding. They are just coming out of the church and we are all set to move onto the reception.
So we go there. Kiki and my mother are there. Kiki is sitting opposite me and my mother is a table away. The reception seems to be full of Arabs and are very dissaproving of my mothers trousers calling them 'carnival trousers' Kiki starts to tell me a story about how she was scratched by an owl. How it must have been very old or near death as it's wing claws came stright out in front of it as opposed to to the side. I find myself back at home thinking 'That was nice. someone put me on the train and the plane and I got home'. Dream Ends.
- Football
- To dream that you are watching or playing football menas you will have great satisfaction in your work and your goals will be achieved as you progress through life. To dream that you are standing or walking on a football field represents competition and showing off. There is a lack of cooperation in some area of your life.
- Wedding
- Dreams of getting married can be straight-forward wishing on the part of the dreamer, representing strong romantic interest towards someone in the dreamer's real life. Wedding dreams can also mean you have learned to be comfortable with diverse parts of your self. If you dream your friend is getting married, you may be worried she is leaving you behind. If you have a dream that your friend marries your boyfriend, you may have noticed some flirting between them in real life.
Thursday, April 24, 2003
Dreamt last night of having lots of dandruff and asking lots of people what to do with it.
Skiing. Yeah that was a good dream. The guy I was skiing with wanted to go off piste. I wanted to stay on, so we split up.
And the third dream I was talking about Buddhism with someone. Forgot what we talked about though.
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
Dreamt last night of being constantly late for one of my lessons. The reason for being late was that the trains were never on time. Looking to fix this problem I told myself I needed to get a mode of transportation. The building where my lessons where taught had a garage in the basement. Trying to get there I went to the lift. There were already two people in the lift. I asked them where they were going. They answered that anywhere was good. I told them that I was going to the basement. One of the boys, lifting up a key. Inserted the key in to a lock and made us go really fast to the basement where I got off.
Once I arrived at the basement I saw that the whole place was a stock of bicycles. I went to look at various ones, and I saw that there were some renting for £16 a day. I went to some amazingly thin ones. And looked at those. Dream ends.
Monday, April 21, 2003
Dream after an OOB attempt early in the night. I was in a lift, with the cast of 'spin city', and we couldn't get the lift going. For some reason there was a pice of chewing gum wrapper on the floor of the lift, and we needed to get it off before moving. So everyone came to look at this thing and try getting it off. Nothing. No one could get it off. Soon enough we started to giggle, at the stupidity of the situation. And even sooner after that my laughing became uncontrollable, and as I laughed the lift shook. Everyone started joining in, seeing the futility of the situation. Dream Ends.
P.S. I liked this dream.
- Laughter
- To dream that you are laughing, is a lucky omen which predicts you will be surrounded by nice friends and have success in important areas of your life. To hear the cheerful laughter of children means you will enjoy excellent health. To hear evil, demonic laughing in your dream, represents feelings of humiliation or helplessness.
Saturday, April 19, 2003
Hopefully not a premonition...
I dreamt that I was on a picnic with a bunch of people I wasn't familiar with. One of them had ginger hair. As we were sitting down I looked up and saw an aeroplane, a large commercial airliner. Suddenly as I was watching I heard an enormous boom, which was shortly followed by the plane falling to pieces. The ginger haired guy immediately started reporting the accident. He seemed kind of happy, and I was angry at him for that.
p.s. Julian and Chrystalla flying back to england today.
- Airplane
- Airplane dreams usually represent creativity, freedom and health. Dreaming of a plane crash or turbulence means a project will be delayed. Airport dreams mean you are in a stage of transition.
- Hair
- Red hair in dreams usually symbolizes changes in the dreamer's life
Friday, April 18, 2003
Oh Boy oh boy oh boy.
To infinity and beyond... There seems to be a definite theme going on in my dreams over the past couple of nights. Welcome to space... again. Two dreams.
1). I was in a spaceship bound for a planet rather far away, I accepted the fate that this journey was going to take a year or more. And so the journey began. I don't remember much of the journey but I do remember landing on this planet. The planet seemed to be a series of islands that covered the entire planet. Each island was about 10 to 15 foot in diameter and higher than 10 feet, with very steep sides. I wandered around but found nothing. So I returned home (back to earth) in the spaceship. When I got there I was debriefed and I told them there wasnt much to look at, but I said I wouldn't mind going again as I suspected something was going to come up. So, I got back in the spaceship and went on another year long trip. On arriving at the same planet. It was populated by these rather large green beings. They walked on two legs, and had a very large mouth. Their mouths weren't like ours. I mean to say that they had triangular shaped mouths, with three lips. As opposed to ours which have two. I walked around for a bit, looking at these strange creatures, although no conversation ensued neither did any communication. The creatures weren't harmful or violent, they were just there. And so seeing nothing eventful I returned home. Although I seemed to like this planet.
On returning home I had dinner with some of my extended family. Most of whom seemed to be rather distant from me. One guy (Stavros) said that this was so. And I told him it was only to be exepected, after all I had been gone for some time.
Dream Ends
2). I was in a car with an estate agent, who was looking for someone or something. I kept on telling him that I wanted to get to wherever I was going. But he refused. Continuing on the road to find whatever he needed to find. After many hand brake turns and accidents almost cuased by going the wrong way down a motorway. He stopped and joined some people in watching a television. I kept on telling him to drive me home, but he refused saying he would do so in a moment. Not believing him I went out to the car to drive it myself, whereupon a policeman asked me if I had a driving license. Responding in the negative I got out of the car. Asking the estate agent if he could come , again he replied in the negative. So I told him I would walk home. I saw Hugo (my cat) and a black lab as well as my Aunt. Hugo and the black lab didnt seem to mind each other. I asked my aunt if I needed to take them for a walk. Yes. None of them wanted to come. So they didnt and I went on my way.
I started walking even though I knew it was a long way. I was on my way to central Beirut. I stopped to ask a man for directions, and he pointed in a direction. I went. After a while I noticed there was a dog with me, an Alsatian. He was walking in the center of the road, I was on the side of the road. Seeing a car coming from behind I tried to get the dog to heel so he woulnd't be in the way. But instead he just played dead. So the car was very slow in passing him. Once the car had passed he got up. and we continued walking. I forget the rest. Dream Ends.
- Spaceship
- If you dream about a spaceship, you are ready to explore your spriritual side. Also see "Alien." For "Space" in general, see "Outer Space."
- Alien
- Dreaming of an alien or aliens means you think someone is invading your personal boundaries. If you dream that you are an alien, it symbolizes the undiscovered part of yourself. Dreams of this nature also symbolizes your creative ideas and wild imagination. They may also be your way of "escaping" from reality. To dream that you are being abducted by aliens indicates your fears that your surroundings are going to change, or your fear of losing your home and family. You might feel that your space and/or privacy is being invaded.
- Car
- To dream that you are driving a car, symbolizes your ambition and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is - that suggests how easy or hard your path will be to your goals. Also consider whether you are driving the car or a passenger, because it represents whether you take an active or passive role in your life. If you are a passenger, it can also mean your knowledge will earn you good fortune, especially if the car is expensive.
- Cat
- Cats represent power, freedom and the animal self, especially for females. To dream of being a cat means you will triumph in an upcoming conflict. If you don't like cats, or you have an unpleasant experience with them in your dream, you are uncomfortable in some way with the more feminine side of your personality.
- Dog
- Pay attention to dreams about dogs, as they often bring important messages. Dog dreams that are positive mean that the dreamer is lucky in friendship. A threatening dog signifies discomfort with large social groups.
Thursday, April 17, 2003
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
Yet again the Freudians among you are going to love this one, once you see what the definition of moon is.
I was doing a series of tests t join some kind of team in doing something. I knew that this team was going to be doing a lot of travelling and hence the rigorous testing process.
I know that there were a fair number of test, however I remember only two of them. The first test was a written one, and contained in this test were ten questions. I have no idea what the questions were, and I have no idea what I wrote down. The second test was a bit weird. It involved walking through a corridor of some sort. This corridor was lined with plants that seemed to be both plant and animal at the same time. My job was to squash these things. I seemed to have pleased everyone as I got through the tests.
Once the tests were completed we were guided onto a space ship. I realised that we were going to be travelling quite far. Our destination was the moon. I don't recall much of the flight, although there might have been one or two conversations with a couple of the crew on their thoughts. We arrived expecting to find an empty moon, much as we know it today. When we left the ship we found that the moon was populated by people. People like you and me. People. On speaking with one of the locals ( haha ) , I found that during the first trip to the moon back in the fifties or whenever, the Russians had actually populated the moon, and created a stable society.
It was wonderful. Emotions seemed to be very active. By this I mean that symbols appeared of peoples emotional states, so in this way it was possible to empathise and react in an easier fashion. I walked around the city, seeing buildings and people. There was one girl that I came in contact with and she was sitting next to a volume of water (Either lake or sea). The water was not flat like glass, but a bit choppy. She showed an emotion, but I don't remember what it was, although I do remember that it came from the water. Soon after this encounter, I went windsurfing on the lake. However there was some difficulty and at some point the tip of the board cut my finger. Not deeply though, more like a small paper cut.
Returning to land I had to make a decision of staying on the moon, or going back to earth. The choice was incredibly difficult. I was torn between the two. For some reason I recognised that there were flaws in this moon-society, but I couldn't put my finger on wxactly what they were. I decided to return to earth with the rest of the crew. It turned out to be a bit difficult returning as the .... er... Moonites were chasing after us, not wanting us to leave.
Dream Ends
- Water
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- Cloudy water suggests lack of emotional clarity.
- Gently flowing water promises contentment and peace of mind.
- -Clean, clear water suggests good sense and emotional clarity.
- Moon
- The moon represents the feminine and the spiritual self. How the moon appears to you in your dream suggests how close or distant you are from your inner feelings. For example, seeing a full moon means that you are closely in touch with your instincts and inner emotions.
- Space ship
- If you dream about a spaceship, you are ready to explore your spriritual side. Also see "Alien." For "Space" in general, see "Outer Space."
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
Dreamt last night of being in a mathematics class. Before going to this mathematics class, I needed to get dressed, as I lived only a short way away. For some reason I had to put on fake feet, as I was incapacitated. Having put on these fake feet, I made my way to the math class. Once I arrived there, I found a lecturer teaching on a particular branch of maths. Although it seemed to be a type of groundbreaking maths. The lecturer described this type of maths by giving the analogy of a lake and only when the lake is flat, is the equation solved. He carried on to mention that someone had yet to figure out the equation. The moment he said this, I was viewing the lake he had just been mentioning. I was viewing it through someone else in the class. As if I were their eyes. The lake was calm, with a little bit of chop. After having seen the lake, I was myself again. I was able to see the person I had been viewing the lake through, he seemed very sick. And something gave me the idea that he was sick due to realising the answer to the equation. Change scene.
I am rollerblading along a road. Quite often I have to swerve or blade on one skate. But there is a part of me that doesn't allow me to stop. Dream Ends.
- Lake
- To see a lake in your dream signifies your emotional state of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, it symbolizes your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed and wavy, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil.
- Skating
- To dream taht you are skating symbolises your ability to maintain a good balance in your life.
Monday, April 14, 2003
An incredibly disturbing dream this afternoon. I was walking down the river with Katie, when we encountered people getting off a boat. These people seemed to be carrying a live human head. The skin had been flayed off, but the eyes still rolled around the head. Worried about what kind of weird things these people were doing, I followed them. It turned out that they were doing some kind of ritual. Katie and I followed them.
Walking down the river a little further we came up on a hut set slightly higher than the ground, so that you had to walk upstairs to get inside it. Just outside the hut, there seemed to be the rest of the tribe of these people. They were all smiling as if in anticipation of what was going to happen. Katie and I walked into the hut. There in the hut was the first group we encountered. In the middle of the hut was a pig being flayed and slaughtered. Although the people had not killed the pig first. They were trying to choke it with a piece of string. It's head went blue and it's eyes were bulging out of its eye sockets. All the while it made these screaming sounds. Viewing this torture, I pulled Katie towards me so that she wouldn't see, And started backing out of the hut. Dream Ends.
- Pig
- Dream pigs symbolize strength and confidence. To dream of being a pig is an extremely lucky omen meaning long life and vitality. To see a pig in your dream, symbolizes dirtiness, greediness, or selfishness. The pig may also represent opulence and overindulgence.
- River
- If you dream of a river, you need to take more control of your own life. Also see "Water" and "Rapids."
Saturday, April 12, 2003
Really unexpected dream that came out of nowhere:
I was at some kind of diner, eating a meal with my friends. The general feeling was that I went back to school and was eating there. All of a sudden my babysitter turned up (obviously I dont have one at the age of 22, but theone I used to have), and she could not stop telling stories about me. Embarassing stories. Soon after this, I find myself in a bedroom, and I am trying to get to sleep. The door into this room has a window, and my mother is looking through it. She doesn't stop looking through. And this is really bugging me. I don't want someone staring at me while I fall asleep, I keep on shouting 'NO! NO! NO!" and waving my arm to tell her to move, but nothing. So I try turning the lights on. Nothing happens. In the dark, I walk over to the door and open it. I ask my mother to throw the light switch that gives power to the room. She does it. And then I have a monologue telling her why I dont want her looking through the window.
I keep on thinking that there was a death in my dream somewhere, or in a separate dream, but I dont remember
- Bedroom
- A neatly-made bed means you feel in control. A messy bed represents a difficult relationship. Dreaming of something under the bed means someone in your life is being untruthful.
- Mother
- Mothers in dreams usually invoke powerful emotions. If you are dreaming about your mother, you may be addressing some real-life issues or concerns about your mother in your dream, or your dream may be based on a valuable memory. If you dream of being a mother (and you don't have children in real life), this foretells a surprising turn of events concerning a cause you believed to be lost. The general image of "mother" in a dream may symbolize a variety of feelings and ideas: caring, nurturing, love, acceptance, hard work, sacrifice, etc. The mother in your dream could also represent that force, or current, inside of you that nudges you on and inspires you. It is your intuition and the knowledge that lives deep within your soul.
Thursday, April 10, 2003
Kind of an icky dream last night....
Dreamt that I was in a class that taught you how to have an OBE. But the methods were really odd. The teacher, Jean Reno, told us that to have an OBE we had to stick tinfoil in our noses and mouths. So we did. Even though it was pretty uncomfortable we did it anyway. Lying down we all tried to relax with these things sticking out of our mouths and noses. After a while I gave up, and taking out the tinfoil from my mouth blood came out. One of the other students seeing this became concernced and asked me if anything was wrong. I replied that I had had a nosebleed earlier and the blood just went into my mouth (This was really icky by the way). I cleaned up in my own bathroom, and then went to speak to Jean. Knowing he was French I spoke to him in French. I told him how I wanted to be able to have OBE's naturally, and not in such a forced way. That this was wrong. So I walked away. Dream ends.
- Blood
- Blood in a dream has many meanings. To dream that you are bleeding represents a feeling of loss of power. To stop the bleeding of yourself or others represents a vital, energetic nature. Dreams of blood when you can't see who is bleeding means you are undergoing a confusing change in your real life.
- Foreign Language
- If you dream that you are studying a language, or speaking a foreign language, you are having difficulties expressing your thoughts.
- Learning
- If you dream of learning something, you will take great interest in acquiring knowledge, and if you are careful with your time and stick to your goals you will advance far.
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
Two dreams: (Long time since I've had a nightmare)
1). I was on my way to a circus with my brother and one other person. I was quite looking forward to it. Once we got it we saw a tightroper, and saw him lookig very nervous but managing to cross the rope anyway. Looking away from the tightrope walker, I suddenly noticed that there were'nt many people there. Only the managers of the circus and very few of teh audience. A walking talking foetus appeared. And although it's vocab was limited and its grammar was awkward(sp?), it managed to get its idea accross. It walked around saying it needed a new body. This one was no good to it, or rather it just wanted a new one. It turns out that the circus managers had been keeping the soul contained within the foetus trapped in a new foetus every time the body it was in expired. In doing this the soul had no chance of learning anything, and that it must die for the soul to learn anything. Afraid of the whole stuation, Julian me and the other guy ran towards our cars, but when we got there the cars had dissapeared. Thinking we might have put them somewhere else we ran back to the circus, searching every street on the way. But we found nothing. Entering the circus again, I found the skin of the foetus, it seems that it shed its skin, growing or getting a newer one. Seeing it I stamped on it, bursting it and making it unusable. Moving further into the circus we found a bigger one, and we did the same to that. The foetus was growing?
As we were in an alleyway, we saw the now skinless foetus as tall as a three story building, but it looked as if it were made of sticks. I was too afraid to go after it. Dream ends.
2). I was supposed to meet up with someone. I was in their car travelling towards my destination, but having a hard time trying to find any parking. Going down an alleyway I managed to find a spot that was a bit small, and made it difficult to get out of the car. I managed to find the person I was meeting up with, he was clay pigeon shooting, and I was his number two. I reloaded several times for him, handing him his second rifle. However things in the dream changed. Suddenly we were on an airplane (Also possible i dont remember between the shooting and the airplane), and the airplane was crashing, there was something horribly wrong. Patrick Stewart was there and also the man whose number two I was. we moved forward in the Airplane to see the problem, at one of the bulkheads there was a pressurized door instead of just a corridor through, and on the other side we knew there was an air hostess. We sensed that there wasnt much of the airplane infront of the bulkhead. Patrick joked that we should tell the stewardess to walk a bit further forward. I said that wouldnt be right.
Coming in to land, it looked like everything was going to be fine, but there was an object in the way and it turned the plane upside down. Cursing them for making us stay too long at the front, I told them that we should have transported off already. While the plane was upside down and moving forward, I started to move frantically to the back, muttering to myself 'need brains, need barins' as that is how we transported on to the plane.
But everything was fine , the plane grond to a halt and everyone was fine. Dream Ends.
- Baby
- To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. A love affair may be blooming for you in your near future. You will also make new and fun friends. Babies may symbolize something in your own inner nature which is pure. More "Baby" dream meanings: -If you dream of a crying baby, part of yourself that is deprived of attention and affection. -To see a dead baby in your dream symbolizes the ending of something that is part of you. -If you dream of nursing a baby, you will be deceived by the one you trust the most. -If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities. You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses. --If you dream of having a baby with downs syndrome or retardation, you are having feelings of self-doubt. You are afraid of being left out or left behind. You may also be trying to avoid responsibility for something.
- Airplane
- Airplane dreams usually represent creativity, freedom and health. Dreaming of a plane crash or turbulence means a project will be delayed. Airport dreams mean you are in a stage of transition.
Saturday, April 05, 2003
Two dreams.
1). Dreamt I was at some kind of party. There was an air a the party that whatever was going on was slightly illegal. Looking for the man behind the party, I managed to find some doors that led me out onto a beach. Going out onto the beach, I saw that it was night time as there was a severe absence of light. Someone was accompanying me but I dont know who. There was a range of vehicles on the beach and a box with keys in it. Seeing as the man behind the party was quite a way down the beach, I asked the person accompanying me if it would be ok to use one of the vehicles that were there. No problem. So making up my mind I was trying to decide between the motorbike, and the quadbike. After thinking a bit I decided that it would be more prudent to go on the quad bike.
Leaving the man accompanying me behind me I went forward to the man on the quad and found out it was someone I knew. Dream ends.
2). The second dream starts with me being injected with something by a nurse. I ask her what the injections are for and she tells me, but I don't remember. Dream Ends.
- Beach
- The beach in your dream symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand represents your rational brain, while the water symbolizes your irrational and emotional aspects. To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. To dream that you are looking toward the beach suggests that you are returning to what is familiar to you. To dream of relaxing on a beach means that the coming weeks will be calm and peaceful for you. To dream that you are working on the beach represents a project that will take up most of your time.
- Party
- To dream that you are at a party suggests you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is bad, then it indicates you are unsure of your social skills.
- Injection
- To dream that you are being injected for health reasons, suggests you need to heal your unhealthy behavior, ideas or attitudes. This is a strong sign that you need to develop yourself on a mental and spiritual level. To dream that someone is forcibly injecting you with a needle, represents your negative attitudes about a particular situation orperson. It also indicates the influence of peer pressure working against you. You are recognizing that someone is forcing their negative and unwelcome views or values on you.
Tuesday, April 01, 2003
Dreamt I was in an airport, or rather arriving at an airport. I was a member of the cabin crew of an aircraft and I as with one of the other cabin crew. We had'nt arrived at the airport yet, and we were helping an old woman and her daughter get to the plane we were all going on , on time. Getting out of the taxi, I told the other cabin crew that I would go an look for a wheelchair for the old woman. Although after going away and searching high and low for one, I couldn't find one. We were forced to run to the boarding gate. Just as we arrived I realised that I had no passport on me. I was trying to tell the other member of the cabin crew that I was going home to get my passport, when I realised that I was dreaming and that I could 'make' my own passport.
We got on the plane, although there was no getting on.. we were just instantly on the plane. I ensured everyone was safe. No problem. They were fine.
The next thing I remember, was riding a motorbike outside an airport. Approaching a junction I waited until a cyclist went first as I was confused about which way I was going.
Following the cyclist I found that I was now on rollerblades. I was having great fun rollerblading around, getting my head down and generally going round a bit fast. Even though I never fell over. Approaching a park I saw that I had to go down a set of stairs, hesitating, another man in rollerblades as well, went down backwards. Seeing him do this I imitated him, on reaching the bottom I was absolutely ecstatic! I looked at him and told him that going down those stairs was the first time i ever did it. He congratulated me.
now that I had mastered going down stairs I bladed into the park, on a path with grass on either side. This man was following me, I think out of curiousity of where I was going. I decided to leave the park and rejoin the road as I enjoyed going fast on the roads.
Dream Ends.
Definitions:
- Airplane / Airport
- Airplane dreams usually represent creativity, freedom and health. Dreaming of a plane crash or turbulence means a project will be delayed. Airport dreams mean you are in a stage of transition.
- Skating
- To dream that are skating symbolizes your ability to maintain a good balance in your life.
- Park
- Dreams about being at a park represent a temporary escape from reality. Parks in dreams indicate renewal, meditation, and spirituality. This is a common dream to have when you're in a transition period after a personal conflict or the end of a love affair. To dream that you are lost in a park indicates struggles with schoolwork, relationships or family. You are feeling alienated from people around you.
Saturday, March 29, 2003
Dreamt I was on a beach. The sand was flat and white-ish. Lots and lots of people on the beach, and everyone seemed to be having a party although one or two people seemed to be drunk. I was on a boat with my parents (They weren't really my parents, but in the dream, at least, it seems that these people played the role of my parents). And they were really worried about something. They said that the only way out of it was for them to capsize the boat and pretend to be dead or actually die. This so that I could receive all their money before it was seized. So they capsized the boat, I went with it and I was underwater. Although I couldn't see them anywhere under the water. Surfacing, I saw everyone partying. There were two guys whom I seemed to be friends with. Asking them about what they were doing the coming winter, I offered them a trip to the states to go skiing. While they made their minds up I threw this giant blue banana float into the water, it landed near the beach.
Not getting a reply I dove into the water (You know... one of those big dives which, although flat, seem to last forever). Surfacing under the blue banana thing I tried to grab it, as it was mine (Very briefly I had a fear of a shark getting me, but I thought. If its gonna eat me then fine) but someone else claimed it as theirs. I left them too it as they seemed drunk.
I dont remember getting off the beach, but I do know that I was watching a television suddenly and a female newscaster, reported the following
"Eleven German schoolchildren have been lost during a rescue attempt on a mountain". The backdrop behind her had a picture of Machu Picchu on it.
Dream Ends.
Definitions:
- Television
- To dream that you are watching television suggests that you are watching life pass you by. Perhaps you are living vicariously through the actions of others. If you dream that you are playing a role in the TV show (or appearing on the TV news), something from your unconscious is about to be revealed. It can also mean you are getting ready to play a new role in your life and go down a new path. Seeing things on a television in dreams may also represent memories or scenes from your past. Finally, the show on television may represent worried or troubled feelings you are having in a real-life situation. Also see "Game Show."
- Water
- -Clean, clear water suggests good sense and emotional clarity. -If you dream that you are able to breathe underwater, you are open to unconscious feelings and psychic awarenesses.
